what s love got to do with it?

nothing!!

as we try to find and understand love we are are torn between reality and fantasy. who we want and what we want may not be what we need. after watching some television on a Friday night, i have come to realize how much my emotions in play when watching the show. the intense emotion love and caring are way in front and that sinking lonely heart syndrome is right behind it.

we have lost the art of love, with all this technology as great as it is, love between wires is not a way to find love. it creates a need for love and using technology is the fill for that need. yes those great love stories on television or radio that say they found love online, are few and far between. but love between wires is not "nature taking its course". people now adays are too overwhelmed with getting ahead, getting that 11million dollar house and buying love. and in the end we are more alone than when we started.

love eludes us all in our world today, there is no more hours in the day for love, that is our excuse, commitment is a word that is not part of today's language. we never stop to smell the flowers anymore. with so much pressure and stress we tend to forget about ourselves. we really need to give ourselves time away from our normal work lives and live.

i know, i should take my own advice. but love for me and in my situation is something only once in a million yrs. tho i yearn to be loved, by some one really understands me, i know it will be a lonely road for me. i just live live with out stress and enjoy what i do and try just be myself.

i am one of those people that come and go in peoples lives to make them see more of them selves or something else. that is how i see myself.

there was a quote from a tv show tonight about god and spirituality, which i cant quote word for word but the gist of it is "that god is everywhere around us and in the people that we surround ourselves with that do those small little things to help us."

when we feel love we feel comfort and belonging, that is what i feel love to be.

so i do hope she is out there some where.

have a good night everyone i am outta here................ for now stay tuned